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When I..When I gaze into your eyes
It relieves all stress and worries
When i look upon your smile
It fills me full of hope
When i see your face
I cannot help but feel
Feel nothing but happiness
To be a part of your life
I want to be next to you
For as long as we both live
Because i love you
With all my heart and soul
You are always there for me
And the only one i want to be
You cheer up my life
And never fail to care
In this world full of of hate
You bring laughter and joy
You never cease to amaze me
My beautiful baby girl
Be it friends or more
One thing is certain
And that is how i feel about you.
Pain and DecimationPain and Decimation
Hope saturates my dried out heart,
bringing it back to vibrant life.
I allowed you to make me believe in hope and love,
but this was a stupid choice for me.
I wanted to trust somebody with my heart.
Why did I open up to anyone at all,
let alone someone who could do this to me?
I wish I could do things differently
but all this pain and decimation will
forever change who I am, for better or worse.
I've never made a promise I couldn't keep
but time changes everyone and I am no exception.
Like I once said, I'm nothing but a speck of dirt,
on a speck of dirt in the vacume of space
and I think it's past time I accept that.
Maybe time heals all wounds and maybeit doesn't,
I've never given myself time to heal from
one heart trauma to the next.
Shame of a Broken HeartShame of a Broken Heart
Time and time again I make this mistake,
fall hard and fast just to hit the ground.
My emotions refuse to remain quiet
when I open up to someone.
Trust is my biggest mistake in life.
I will never regret my choices
but I also wish I could learn from them.
Whats done is done and life continues
to go on at it's own pace.
Death of the Broken HeartedDeath of the Broken Hearted
When I was young
I fell away from life,
I fell into a dark deep sleep
from which I would never wake.
Watching, as if from above,
I saw them prepare me for the grave.
They dressed me in black silk with
a red rose in my hair.
Nobody could tell why I had died.
But I knew, I died of a broken heart.
You broke my fragil heart into pieces
just like it was made of glass.
I tried to go on living but I
cannot live without a beating heart.
So now I lie, cold and dead in my grave.
Are you happy now?
Two LoversTwo Lovers
In an open glade, deep in the moonlit woods,
two lovers slip through the velvet darkness before the dawn.
Fog moves across the heath as slowly and silently as smoke.
It moves over the two lovers as they entwine themselves, become one.
This quite moment is one of love and forgivness.
As these lovers burrow their bodies in the sweet, lush grass
they hope they will never have to hear those ethereal chimes
calling them to the eternal peace of the silent grave.
Heart in my HandsHeart in my Hands
I handed you an open, trusting heart.
You handed me back a broken, mangled mess.
I trusted you with all that I was
but you used and abused it all.
What made me unlovable in your cold eyes?
Was it my open, loving heart and mind?
I never knew what each new day would bring.
You angry? No...You happy? Not really.
Horny? There we go! Every single day.
No love, no feelings other then physical pleasure.
You never opened yourself to me
didn't trust me enough to do it.
But you also told me you trusted me,
that I was your best friend.
I wanted to be more but I'll settle for that.
Maybe my dreams will come true and
cease to be nightmares and tears.
Fallen AngelFallen Angel
A solem angel cries.
It cries to be loved.
It slowly began to die,
since it had been shot down
from the heavens above.
My beautiful, lonely angel
with the lovely green eyes
you are not alone.
Open up to me
put your trust in me.
Beauty is more then
just skin deep.
You are beautiful
in your own right.
Cry no longer
because you are not alone.
Let me hold you
in my arms
and show you
how truely special
you are to me.
Seeing Through YouSeeing Through You
I overheard your voice because of my name.
You must thought that I was gone after our last drink together.
But I'm not the easy one to fool with - my ears can speak for themselves.
Just look at yourself, I point at the only person of seeing is yourself.
And you ask to yourself, "Did he read my mind or something!?" and see the look in my eyes.
Then you feel the gilt getting to you fast, although, it is I, whom be the one to find the truth through your mind.
Now, all will understand what it is like to be the one who's under judgment of their will.
Should I pity you and your lies, I wouldn't given another reason to think of, so no.
If you can escape your way out, let me give you a solution: Never bring my name up again unless it will coast you... for your own life.
I can see though you, and your lies.
Creeping, crawling, silent and deadly
the past comes up behind me and pulls me back
to a time of fear and pain.
Pulled to a time when I lost control
and lost my heart.
Now I live, cold as stone,
in a world haunted by ghosts.
The ghosts of my past.
Ice in My HeartIce in My Heart
Day after day I feel the pain insideme grow.
It seems like just yesterday when you loved me
but now it feels like we are seperated by a wall.
A wall taller and thicker then the ones in China and Berlin.
My once open and passionate heart is dust on the floor
from trying to scale the wall and falling on the barbed
wire you built into the concret to keep others out.
I never held back but you never opened to me
and my love was wasted on a heart of stone and iron.
I gave you my all, my everything but only got pain.
So I put on a perfect happy mask every time i saw you.
I hid every emotion from everyone around me
so nobody would know how you made me feel.
Finally after all these years I found a person to accept me
as who I really, truly am, under all the lies.
Who could see beneath the masks to my pain.
He helped me see who I was, what no one else saw.
But in the end I will be all alone.
Every night I sleep completly alone and miss what could have been.
I feel the ice growing
Web of Emotionsi am entangled in your web
Struggling in the threads that you spun
Full of lies and deceit
Trying to free myself from the pain
That is sure to come.
Like a Black Widow
So beautiful but deadly
A little thing causing so much pain
Enough to make me wish
Wish that i was dead.
You mean so much to me
Yet i seem to mean so little
Just like a toy of yours
To play with when you feel like it.
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